Random tid bits floating around in my mind:
1.- I would really rather be home and feel safe. But it’s better for everyone for me to be where I am right now. I am safe. I am, supposedly, home. But, not the home I want.
2.- I really, sincerely, want to be able to trust again. It cripples me knowing I physically cannot trust people to the extent I was able to before. Especially in regards to my Momma.
3.- It’s been almost 6 months. Also, almost 5 years since my Dad started working at his current place of employment (he started working there the day before my Mom’s birthday).
4.- I’m tired of my Father. I love him. A lot. But it’s tiring being with him sometimes, because I feel like I should know him, but I know that I don’t.
5.- I’m tired and wanting to go to bed. I’ll add more randomness tomorrow. 😉